the darker side

Es ist schön, geliebt zu werden, es ist ein ungemein gutes Gefühl.
Es ist schön, begehrt zu werden, es ist irritierend, und es macht einen verdammt sexy 😉
Es ist wunderbar, beherrscht zu werden, in Grenzen gewiesen, und gleichzeitig zu spüren, wieviel Liebe dort ist, wieviel Eigenverantwortung, wieviel eigene Hingabe gefordert wird.
*schauder*
Ja, ich fühle mich wohl.
Ja, ich spüre wieder dunkle Seiten in mir, die tiefe Freude am Loslassen, am Sein, am Gehorsam und an der Hingabe.
*tief seufz*
Bin zwar gerade völlig gestreßt, aber jetzt, in diesem Moment, völlig befriedigt.

It is great, to be beloved, it is an uncommon good feeling.
It is beautiful to be desired, it is irritating, and it makes you darned sexy;)
It is marvelous to be controlled, to be pointed within limits, and to feel at the same time how much love is there, how much responsibility for your own, how much own devotion is demanded.
*shiver*.
Yes, I feel good.
Yes, I feel again dark sides in me, the deep joy in releasing, in only beeing, joy to be obedient and devot.
*deeply sigh*
At the moment I’m dead beat, but now, in this moment, deeply satisfied.

Meine Aura ist blau

blue aura
Your aura shines Blue!

What Color Is Your Aura?
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und das stimmt sogar 🙂

kurzer Kommentar vom graylion dazu:
GrayLion> :-)*dichpack* *zurkassegeh* „ich kaufe die hier!“
devonHH> was? *lach* wie das jetzt?
GrayLion> wenn Die Beschreibung auf Dich zutrifft – mir gefaellt sie

…. süß! 😉

(bin heut irgendwie in einer „süß“ Stimmung. *wunder*)

Test

well, tried a test with some of my nicks, and I am just wondering, how the generator works? like a horoscope?

cause:

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you: Sense of Humour
In a survival situation, you: Do what is necessary
Your hidden talent is: Endurance
Your gift is: Ability to acquire wealth
In groups, you: Don’t fit in
Your best quality is: Your protectiveness
Your weakness is: Your timidity
Created with quill18’s MemeGen 3.0!

this is for devon, my calling name

this

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you: Empathy
In a survival situation, you: Outsmart your attacker
Your hidden talent is: Seeing the best in others
Your gift is: Irresistible attractiveness
In groups, you: Blend in
Your best quality is: Your sensuality
Your weakness is: Your lack of sensitivity
Created with quill18’s MemeGen 3.0!

ist for devonHH, my normal nick. But Livejournal doesn’t allow this nick, and so this

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you: Loyalty
In a survival situation, you: Outsmart your attacker
Your hidden talent is: Pragmatism
Your gift is: Irresistible attractiveness
In groups, you: Observe others‘ behaviour
Your best quality is: Your sense of humour
Your weakness is: Your jealous nature
Created with quill18’s MemeGen 3.0!

is for my LJ nick. And of the three possibilities it is least correct.
😦